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Day 162: Missing You

Me and my loves šŸ˜I always use this picture...

Write about someone you miss.

Every day I get a little better with how much I miss my family and friends back home. There was a moment a month ago, after my monthly phone call with the Coven, I was so sad and depressed because of how much I missed them. That was the first time I have ever felt physical pain because of an emotion.

Iā€™ve talked about my friends and missing them at LENGTH and I donā€™t need to rehash it. I will say I miss mine and my husbandā€™s family a LOT. Even though they were still 2 hours away from us in Cleveland, it was still nice to be able to just see them on weekend trips whenever we had time. Now itā€™s a very expensive flight back home and rental cars and boarding dogs. Itā€™s gotten more complicated. Plus, weā€™re going to start trying for kids next spring and not having that familial support is going to be rough.

I especially miss Columbus on Ohio State football game days. The atmosphere, the energy, the electrifying environment where everyone is poised for another season of awesomeness. I miss tailgating with my friends decked out in scarlet and gray. I miss binge drinking at 6am before a noon game. Thank God, weā€™re going to the Ohio State-Michigan game in November. My FOMO is at an all-time high lately.